On the relationship front... let's say the infantry is still at battle and I'm almost ready to send the calvalry in.
My heart is adjusted to Robert's departure. I figured out George was not just a fragment, but a chunk of who I love, which is part of why I love him as a friend... maybe more, but it doesn't matter. He found the girl that fits all of the way. I made a big scene because the thought of it hurts. But I would rather he be all the way happy with someone who feels the same than think that may be or am when my heart is still aching for a man that I will never see again.
There are a few that hang around. I really do not want that, but I am not sure what to do exactly. The problem is I love their company. Their jokes. They are so sweet (not that there are many of they's!). A girlfriend tried to tell me I'm a slut because I have been dating two men that I am not committed two (I thought bitches like that were why my mother burned her bra... must run with the name Jessica. Note to self: NEVER NAME YOUR CHILD JESSICA! but that is another entry. lol). Just the same, I wanted to tell the bitch I am faithful to all three. :) lol
I don't know. I pray to God that I find the man I am to love now. It has been a long time and I am not sure why MEN are so afraid of taming the shrew... but now that chivalry is dead, so is courting.
I know it... I was born in the wrong Century... not decade.
Until next time, I will find something more worthy to complain about.
My heart is adjusted to Robert's departure. I figured out George was not just a fragment, but a chunk of who I love, which is part of why I love him as a friend... maybe more, but it doesn't matter. He found the girl that fits all of the way. I made a big scene because the thought of it hurts. But I would rather he be all the way happy with someone who feels the same than think that may be or am when my heart is still aching for a man that I will never see again.
There are a few that hang around. I really do not want that, but I am not sure what to do exactly. The problem is I love their company. Their jokes. They are so sweet (not that there are many of they's!). A girlfriend tried to tell me I'm a slut because I have been dating two men that I am not committed two (I thought bitches like that were why my mother burned her bra... must run with the name Jessica. Note to self: NEVER NAME YOUR CHILD JESSICA! but that is another entry. lol). Just the same, I wanted to tell the bitch I am faithful to all three. :) lol
I don't know. I pray to God that I find the man I am to love now. It has been a long time and I am not sure why MEN are so afraid of taming the shrew... but now that chivalry is dead, so is courting.
I know it... I was born in the wrong Century... not decade.
Until next time, I will find something more worthy to complain about.
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